Today I start all over again....
dieting that is.
For our wedding I lost 25 kilo's (app. 50 pounds), but now, 15 months later, I gained over 15 kilo's again and I'm fed up with it.
I have to stop it. And believe me, I've allready tried, but it's so hard!
People around me giving me good advices and I've tried from no carbohydrates to a regular eating pattern (typically Dutch, bread in the morning, in the afternoon and vegetables, meat and potatoes for dinner) but I keep growing and growing.
So now I'm back to Sonja again. I hate it and Henri hates me for it, cause it absolutely makes me cranky and hungrily but I know it will work eventhough it's just for a while.
There's just no other way for me to loose weight. And I hate standing in front of my closet not being able to wear what I want. To discover that there's almost nothing left that fits. It feels like my kilo's are taking over control and manage my energie level like they own it. I'm done with it! It has to stop! So Sonja again it is...
I decided to promiss myself a little gift for every 5 kilo's and something special when I reach my goal, 20 kilo's. I've did it three times before, so I know I can!
This morning, right out of bed, I started crosstraining in the addict and my first Sonja breakfast is a fact. I wrote down my weight in my agenda again (arg... hard to face) and took a picture. Here I go again!
If you see me wearing these clothes again, you'll know Sonja & I did it again...